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My ID by DeepDarkAndHidden My ID :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 1 8 Circus Freak by DeepDarkAndHidden Circus Freak :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 0 0 Kylee and all her gorgeousness. xD by DeepDarkAndHidden Kylee and all her gorgeousness. xD :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 4 0 My Idiots by DeepDarkAndHidden My Idiots :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 2 2 dA ID by DeepDarkAndHidden dA ID :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 1 0 I Love Breyanna! :D by DeepDarkAndHidden I Love Breyanna! :D :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 1 0 THE POWER OF ONSIES by DeepDarkAndHidden THE POWER OF ONSIES :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 1 0 Sexy Me. :3 by DeepDarkAndHidden Sexy Me. :3 :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 0 1 Double Corn Dog by DeepDarkAndHidden Double Corn Dog :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 2 3 Why, hello there, Mr. Foreveralone. by DeepDarkAndHidden Why, hello there, Mr. Foreveralone. :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 0 0 Dia by DeepDarkAndHidden Dia :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 2 0 Sun-Glass Monocle. Hells Yeah. by DeepDarkAndHidden Sun-Glass Monocle. Hells Yeah. :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 1 0
Escape, Intro [Edited]
"I hate him," the little blonde girl with green eyes said to the Brazilian boy sitting next to her under the shade of a huge oak tree, hidden from the eyes of her neighbors at the picnic. "I hate him," she said again, softly, looking at the angry red welts and deep purple bruises marring the skin of her arms, legs and torso. Even at the young age of six, she knew more pain than most would know in a life time.
But not nearly as much as her mother would know. She looked out at her mother and him out in the field, talking to the nice elderly couple that lived across the street. To any stranger, no one would sense something was wrong with her mother. But the little girl saw it. She saw how her mother held herself stiff against her husband's back, and she saw the pain in her forced smile. She saw the bruises and abuse no one else saw, the ones that were hidden under her loose cotton dress. Saw how her mother didn't speak to anyone, or reply even in the slightest, unless her husband prodd
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Fire by DeepDarkAndHidden Fire :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 2 9 And I set FIRE! To the GAMES! by DeepDarkAndHidden And I set FIRE! To the GAMES! :icondeepdarkandhidden:DeepDarkAndHidden 2 3
Things I Need To Write
"You're chasing dreams," he said dismissively, still refusing to look at my bloodied face from behind his paper, refusing to acknowledge that I wasn't merely saying it, I really meant it.
"Do you even know how to be proud of me, Papa?" I asked angrily, tears of hurt, of shame, of hatred burning my eyes, clogging my throat.
"There's nothing to be proud of, Charloutte," he said, lowering the paper the slightest bit to glare at me through his squinty eyes.
That name. That name he knew, he knew I hated, because he always used it when he beat me. That name he knew I was ashamed of, that I never told anyone new, that not even Mommy called me.
That was all I could take. Before he could see the agony in my eyes, I ran to my room and slammed the door. Throwing myself on the bed, I grabbed a pillow and wept into it, hoping my wails would be too muffled by the pillow for my "father" to hear over the blaring TV, and his own hatred.
"One day," I whispered as my tears had mainly
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If You Could Change Your Fate. . . by siiju If You Could Change Your Fate. . . :iconsiiju:siiju 332 5 Demyx Commission by siiju Demyx Commission :iconsiiju:siiju 170 3 Draw this again! Meme by siiju Draw this again! Meme :iconsiiju:siiju 343 22



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I really do wish to get a premium membership. I realize this is a really selfish goal, but.. I think at least some of my works (or my sisters and fathers.. xP) should be on the front page. Arrogant, I know.. But.... Meh.

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I've decided I want a new account, because I can't get rid of some people's notifications, for some reason, though I've unfollowed them.

So, I need help with coming up with a new name.


I'll post a link to the new one when I get it done.
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  • Reading: Come Monday
  • Watching: Discovery ID
  • Playing: SLENDER
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J Sea
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I'm slightly ADD, am bipolar and bisexual, depressed, and can be dark. I love to sing and write, and drawing is awesome too. My friends describe me as insane, hyper, (this is dotheprettygurlrock giving an explanation of J...) all like 'LALALALALA I AM A CRAZY PERSON!!!' and she likes to dance to the elevator music in her head. :D :D :D :D I love making her sound like this and she does the randomest things...

Back to me, explaining myself: I find the current state of our educational system absolute shit. That "No Child Left Behind" goal is a good goal, but completely unrealistic. Not every kid is proficient, not at all. I'm in two co-taught classes (not the one with mentally disabled kids. No, I love those kids. They're so sweet to me. :3 This one is where advanced kids like myself and failing students are thrown together) and it just doesn't work. Putting those two polar opposites together will NOT bring the failing students up. It brings the advanced students down. And I hate it. The percent of obesity in this continent is unacceptable. More and more people are dying because of their obesity. I have nothing against them, but the percent of people in this country with it... That's too much. If you want me to answer how I feel about the states of other governmental issues (well... obesity has nothing to do with the government...) just ask, because I don't feel like typing.

My nick names. Ah ha ha, my nick names. Well... Pork Chop, 2 %, Pez, Boo, Freak, Idjet, M'n'M, Twix, Gir, Ice, Ducky, and many, many more.



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ignotism Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2012   General Artist
Hiya, I was wondering if I perhaps might know you? xD
I'm good friends with ~Tionoasin and ~GlowstickParade in real life, and it seems like you know them well from comments I've seen. c:
chromatog Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2012  Hobbyist
Thank you so much for the watch!
Forgotten-Reaper Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for thinking my work world of warcraft worthy XD
Little joke... Sorry. But seriously, thanks for the fav! :D
dacadaca Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! :heart: I'm glad that you like my work! :hug:
egocentricSHARKS Featured By Owner May 21, 2012
[link] TAG
Telemaniakk Featured By Owner May 21, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for all of the favourites,
4thStorySuicides Featured By Owner May 20, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks for the favorite, I hope to see you again.
Raw-J Featured By Owner May 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav!!!!!
Erotic-sigh Featured By Owner May 14, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks to like my design [link] :D
Can u help me again ?! just fav and click on "id wear this" on : [link]


" dA needs no quote, Art is worth a thousand words "
Sk8rock69 Featured By Owner May 14, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the fave!^^
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